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Hello everyone. My story seems so trivial. But non-the-less traumatic for me. I am a Survivor of childhood incest at the hands of my biological father. I come from a “normal” family on the outside appearances. But one that is so very dysfunctional.
We live in a rainbow of chaos ~ Paul Cezanne

We lived in a small town in the Midwest, U.S.A.  Mom and Dad still married some 52 years now. I’m the oldest of 4 children (1 sister, 2 brothers). What everyone would consider the Great American suburban family. As far as I know, I was the only “Chosen” one. Oh, how lucky I was - NOT. My Dad always told me he wanted to be “my first” so he could teach me about sex. Guess he thought that was his job or something. I never understood that until I was an adult. There’s a word for it. INCEST This is my story & struggles I face.


IAMicried
IAMicried
I decided to write using my pen name "IAMicried" because I wanted to portray my inner-child's voice and how she wants to scream out her story "Here I am!  Look at me, my tears and my crying out from the emotional pain I'm feeling. I AM important.  I have feelings that are real. I am a child molested. Why can't you see that?"  

Visions Of Rainbows
Visions Of Rainbows
My blog shows the struggle I have as an Adult Survivor of childhood sexual abuse (Incest), healing, identity, grief, anger, and the brokenness of a child.  I, also, try to write about hope and the "Visions of Rainbows" found as I transform the "hurting child" to a confident, hope-filled, & loved Adult. My dream is that this blog & my story will reach others that are dealing with the same trauma, and bring them hope of a better tomorrow. 


Tweet: "If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain."


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